I am feeling a type of righteous anger. Maybe.
Ah, but my timing is not my own. God’s timing is perfect, and while I might feel the human eyes and expectations on me...my anger is misplaced, because I want to see things progress like they do for them...but the reality is I should want things to progress as God desires. I should be focused spiritually...not allured by their physical work, and very proficient fundraising abilities.